Been a While D;

Hey there! Its been a while right?

Well i have some pics to share today. 

I only have 4 so yeah lol.

But i wanted to show you guys what i look like with some lashes!

The ones i ordered finally came in (about a week ago Lol) and i was only now testing them during spring break (cause i was to lazy to actually try haha)

Well here we go!!

Kyaaa~ when i put them one i was totally squealling and all like:

I felt friggin beautiful Lol. you can kinda see were it ends but next time ill fix that

it was just a practice run c:

Here's some more pics <3

Do i look crossed-eyed in this one? XD

and last one!

i really dont like the last one but meep :/

You really can't see my piercings at all in these gah!

UGH my eyes would have looked so much better if i had my contact lenses but i dont know when they'll get there! same goes for my bottom lashes ;-;

Does anyone know how long it takes honeycolor shipments to get in? i ordered my contacts 2 weeks ago and i haven't got them. they told me they shipped it but idk...

I'm also worried about my unit number not being on there D; but my name is inside the mailbox so may be i can get my stuff that way? gah i dont know this is so new to me!

New Stuff

Hi guys! I got new's!!!!

I will be receiving my new circle lenses soon!!

I am so fucking excited!!! I got some money on my card and i thought

 i am going circle lens shopping!

So i took um Kaywoww's advice when watching one of her videos

 (at least i think thats where she said it) to check out GEO medical.

so i did and i found the GEO Bambi series!

!I got the chocolate (princess Mimi)

So pretty right!! i cant wait till i get them! when the
UPS guy comes im gonna be all like

then just take the package back inside and try them on!!

Oh i also got some lashes and some lash glue on amazon. its actually

a lot easier to buy things from amazon than eBay. or maybe im just weird haha

Well when i get my new stuff i'll do my make and post a pic of it. It wont be any

time soon since i just like bought it to day so but maybe next week?

Why is being a gyaru so hard?

UGH. i want to just break out of my skin and jump into a new one! there is so much i need to do until i feel like i can even touch the starting line of being a gyaru! Like what i mean is this

TO DO:

• lose weight (which im currently doing)
• have non-acne prone/acne scared skin T_T
• buy clothes
• buy lashes
• buy circle lens

Its so fucking stressful for me! and you may think im exaggerating but im hella serious.

Im not in the least pretty ;o; and i never have money. I want a job so fucking bad!

I wish a i had a gal sis or a gyarusa that i could just talk to for advice because i feel like im

not getting anywhere.

*sighs*

I guess this is what i get for just now finding myself. lol. why'd i have to find myself now! im fucking 18 and there's so much i want to do but i cant! maybe i should list out some goals for myself? Just to achieve over time?

I dont fucking know T_T

I'll figure it out and post later v_v

TUESDAY :D

Happy Tuesday everyone! To day was busy and tire some! gawd! 


Okay so i have a picture of my make but it was mondays make up not todays. i didn't like my pictures for todays make haha so you get yesterdays!

Ah i wish i had some circle lens and fake eyelashes~ i feel it would have been perfect! especially today!
But oh well thats life.
OH i got my bangs cut! they are cut diagonally! which is so awesome everyone loves my new hair! i cant wait till i dye it! or something along those lines!


SO i went to my Tennis pracice today! WOOT! i had signed up before but i didnt go to any of the practices so i techniquly wasnt even on the team. But now i am and tomorrow i'll get my racket! But my body is worn out from serving the ball so much. it sucks cause i had to use coaches racket today but oh well
thats life haha


Hmm... im so tired! i guess ill head to bed now! Night GALS

Adventure to Gyaru

OKAY so i have already typed this into Tumble but i thought i should add it here since this will be a blog for my Gyaru process!

So i guess i'll get you guys caught up with my situation on gyaru. ATM i (feel) like i am good with my make up and im still working on hair. It's been a struggle! I would like to purchase my very own circle lenses but at the moment i have to save money for prom. Which i dont mind. it just means i have the whole summer to get lashes and lenses.

OH for my last thing i want to let you guys know i have been going on a diet recently and guess what?! i have lost 4 pounds in two weeks!

haha i know it doesn't sound cool but it is awesome to me cause i didn't think i would be able to accomplish something so crazy as that!
But i'm going to continue working out and eating right! i want to lose my belly fat so i can look like a sexy gyaru <3